Dat Golden Potato

Hello blokes! Its almost week when my vacation ended. Its really good have work again. I thougth we have really busy days at work, but no , we are actually bored and wait when our lovely Lenovo computers had reseted. Yes we need to remove all data from computers and install linux ubuntu to them. Also i started to take serial numbers (IMEI codes?) from phones, and we have alot them.  Also here is freaking cold ;___; -20 degrees , gg finnish weather.

I was playing some killing floor with my boyfriend, and we was playing on Aperture map. Suddenly i found welded door, and i started to open that, well i noticed that opening door take alot times. Its took like 20-30 min to open, but i wanted to see what is behind on that door. Well, there is colden potato and companion cube. Nothing els, and we got achievement. Well, achievement was nice, but meh, we spended alot time to open that door. But it was nice easter egg on killing floor.

And also ,now my support specialist is level 5, soon level 6. So now i spawn every time with shotgun. And this mean that i can play on suicide or hell on earth - difficult. And i started to play on commando, little changes to this game. 

I have really painful pimple on the nose, next to the nose piercing. Its so painful one, i like to play with that noce piercing when i am bored, but now its too painful ;____; Its really rare that i get really painfull pimples, wll i have acne, not that bad anymore. I started to use Visibly clear Spot stress control. Its makes face's so smooth and clean feeling. I higly recomend this to all, who has acne.

Also, i am updating my blog layout, maybe soon, or maybe later, well see. I got to work then image map thingies. Now is another problem, when i add my banner with image mappings, its make stupid white space on the left side. I tryed to edit old blogger template, but its make too much work, so i decided to do new banner, i got pretty cute and awesome idea for my new banner, with image mapping, but its have different image mapping places than my earlier one. So hope that will work well. Also i am changing color theme, before it was in my pind hot pink and black, but it didint look good, so i keep that partical boring grey and white system, added abit pink.  

I am soon 23 years old, and now i feel like i am old grumpy lady, who didint do anything from her life. I dont even know what i gonna do when i graduate, i am only thinking that i gonna leave this country, but where. I need to think about that. Also its feels that i need to be more and more mature instead i am more and more childish. But meh, i dont actually care about that, age is only numbers, important is that what you want to do regardless of your age.

I am migth getting rid off from nightmares, i dont see them every nigth anymore, maybe once or twice per week. Also I fell asleep pretty easily. Its feels good man. Finally i can sleep well, and i hope that i properly rid off from nigthmares. Like 2-3 month ago, i didint sleep at all, I was awake almost every nigth, only sleeped 2-4 hours, its started to ruin my body, i didint felt hungry anymore, so it resulted in non-eating thingie ( i dont know which word it is in english). But now i am sleeping and eating well, and i gotten little bit weigth, propably my muscles are growing back. But maybe is was another problem why i didint get any sleeps, and it is energy drinks, i gunna write about energy drinks soon, so why not. And energy drinks is big problem in my country.

Also i have feelings, that what i do, its not enough. Like if i do work stuff or admin stuff, its not enougs. Also my imporev english, is not enough. I feel that i am only shit person, who cant do anything, like someones doesnt appreciate my nowaday's english skills. My english skills is better than 6 month ago, and getting better day by day, but still this is making me sad :C .

But this is all what i wanted to write, see you next time!